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July 5, 2006
Alone
He is on lone tonight. It’s the strangest feeling. I know he is in the room next door safe and sound asleep, but I miss him so much. As I lay awake, I remember the first night we spent together. He lay in a small crib beside my bed in that dark ward. Everyone else was fast asleep including him, and I felt tired and anxious. What if I couldn’t fulfil this role? What if I couldn’t understand his needs and interpret his cries? I didn’t sleep at all that night.
When I look in to those dark eyes I see innocence. When he smiles at me it fills me with joy. I drop everything and run to his pleading cries for a feed. It melts my heart to see tears circulate in his eyes.
He needs me…. but I think tonight I need HIM more.
Posted by sara at July 5, 2006 12:42 AM
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تشنگان گر آب جویند از جهان
آب هم جوید به عالم ، تشنگان
هرکه عاشق دیدی اش ، معشوق دان
کو به نسبت هست هم این و هم آن
بله دخترم. ما گاهی وقتها بیشتر به فرزندانمان نیاز داریم تا آنها به ما.اگر چه به ظاهر هم آشکار نباشد. خدا برایت نگاهش دارد و عاقبتش را به خیر بگرداند. سید احمد سام
Posted by: سید احمد سام at July 5, 2006 3:58 PM
You see how one little new-born baby transforms one's life? It is love again. It may be different from the love between two lovers, but it may be even stronger than that. This irreverisble love never ends. May you have all the rest of its blessings, the blessings of being a mother.
Posted by: Daryoush at July 5, 2006 7:20 PM
Your words brought tears in my eyes as always do. Do you know why? Because they are output of a lover heart. Can you remember the film we saw together which was called love is everywhere? That is true! IT IS EVERYWHERE .
I believe LOVE is a stream that currents all over the world, but it is not on a straigh line. It is around a circle ,It has a starting point which would be the last point as well.
Then he was not alone at that night ,he was srounded by lov, yours and most importantly HIS GOD'S
One more thing, you have been a perfect mum so far and will be in the future.
Posted by: Vahideh at July 6, 2006 9:19 PM
SaraKhaatoon, my Dearest daughter. Salaam.
I have to say You something which is so clear that no one can see or feel & mention it, but it is one of my unique experiences in my life:
'Dont leave him alone REALLY & ACTUALLY for just the first 10 years of his life,
Then , He will never ever leave You alone for the rest of Your entire life.'
Your Father in Law ,Known as : PS!
Posted by: PS at July 6, 2006 10:39 PM
Hi Sara. I'm really interested in your web's music. Would you explain more about that? I mean, who is the composer, and what is the album name, for example?
By the way, your link was added in Bandarabbas City blog.
thanks.
Posted by: Kamira at July 7, 2006 3:22 PM
Hi Sara. I'm really interested in your web's music. Would you explain more about that? I mean, who is the composer, and what is the album name, for example?
By the way, your link was added in Bandarabbas City blog.
thanks.
Posted by: Kamira at July 7, 2006 3:23 PM
I have listende your music
http://sara.malakut.org/archives/Setar-Piano-Sam.swf
from this address, I have been trying to find yoru album in Turkey bıt no chance, how can I get your albums?
Thank you very much for your kind attention, pls let me know where I should send money.
Posted by: haluk ilhan at September 9, 2006 8:24 AM